I’ve probably read
hundreds of mystery novels over the years. My preference is for the
lighter or cozy variety, where the details of the murder are
downplayed and the focus of the book is more on characterization and
the solving of the case.
Now that I’m writing them
myself, one of my jobs is to try to get into the heads of my
characters who have a murder come into their lives, in order to
accurately portray their reaction to the killing and their emotions.
But it’s difficult, because you’re always at a distance from the
murder in a mystery. After all, it’s just fiction: no one has
really died; no one is truly feeling the void left in their life when
a loved one is no longer there.
Though I have had people
close to me die, their deaths have all been of so-called “natural”
causes, and most were in their old age. I’d never know anyone who
was the victim of a murder. Until my friend Beth was shot and killed
a week ago Tuesday.
When
Elizabeth (Beth) Butler
decided to enroll in the police academy, I think most folks were
probably a bit surprised. Robin and I certainly were. We’d met Beth
when she was a UCSC student, living at Kresge College where Robin
worked. Kresge is known for its high percentage of hippies,
artsy-fartsy types, and vegans—not your typical spawning ground for
a cop. Beth fit this mold in many ways, being a potter, a dancer, a
gardener, and a fun-loving gal with a free spirit and wicked sense of
humor.
Beth the mom
Nevertheless, she was happy
as a Santa Cruz police officer. A community studies major at UCSC,
she’d long had the drive to be more involved with the residents of
our community. She enjoyed getting to use her Spanish and
investigation skills on the job, and loved working in a field where
you truly get to help people on a day-to-day basis. During ten years
with the force, Beth worked as a patrol officer—both on foot and
bicycle—as a hostage negotiator, as an agent with the county drug
task force, and eventually as the detective in charge of sex crimes
investigations.